Friday, December 5, 2008

Thanksgiving

Brady, Spencer, and I spent this Thanksgiving holiday with Angie & Rhead Hatch family (Brady's sister). We enjoyed our vacation immensely. It was so nice to kick back, relax, and spend quality time with family.

I just want to take a moment and reflect on all the things I am thankful for this season.

Family: I have always appreciated family especially during my later growing years, but this year seems to tug at my heart strings when I think about family. So much has happened this year with my family, things which have brought us even closer together. Words can’t even express the love that I feel for each of my family members. I love you all: Dad, Mom, Amber, Elise, and James! I feel so blessed to have such a tightly-knit family, a family who will always be there.

I also feel so blessed to have married into a wonderful family. The Shaw family have made me feel so welcome and a part of the family. Over the years I have come to know all of them better and love them even more. I love you all!

Marriage: I am also very grateful for Brady and for our eternal companionship. Brady and I have grown so much together, this year is no exception. In fact, my love for Brady has grown so much this year…I love him more now than I ever have. I know that sounds so cliché, but I do love my dear husband very much. We have been through a lot together, especially within the last year and a half. The world is ever changing, but our love is forever constant. I never really appreciated the real blessings that come with knowing my Husband loves me and will always love me.

Motherhood: I feel so blessed that I have the opportunity in this life to be a mother. Spencer is such a blessing in our family. When Brady and I chose to have a family right away we both knew that is was what Heavenly Father wanted for us. I am so grateful that we went with our promptings and chose to have a family. Spencer has been such a huge blessing in our lives. I can’t even imagine what life would be like without him, sure it would be a little cleaner, but the mess is so worth the joy he brings us.

The Savior: Enough cannot be said for the loving Man who sacrificed his life and atoned for our sins so that we can have eternal life. I am so grateful to know that the Savior knows each of us and that he knows what we are going through. There were times during this past year that I felt very alone in what I was dealing with. I haven’t told very many people about my experience with Postpartum Depression. I didn’t want to admit what I was going through to anyone because it made me feel weak. I kept telling myself that I could get through my depression on my own, and If I did I would know I could get through anything. I quickly learned that is not the way to get through any hard time. With a lot of prayers and shed tears I turned to the Savior. It was then and only then that my pain was beginning to subside. I learned that the Savior understood what I was feeling and that he alone could heal my wounds. Now when looking back upon my experience I can see the Lords hands holding me and cradling me telling me everything would be okay. There is something so sweet and powerful in the healing power of the atonement. I am grateful that I had the opportunity to get to know my Savior even a little more.

Here are a few pictures of our park adventure during the Thanksgiving break at the Hatch's:


3 comments:

The Breakwell Family said...

Ditto to just about everything...but can we add "Friends" to that list?...I love you Megs! Hope to talk and see you soon.

Danae Curtis said...

Cute pictures! Spencer is getting so big and is as cute as ever!

Wendy and Neal said...

Thanks for sharing all that, Megs. I can't get over how beautifully written your blogs are. I love how genuinely heartfelt and spiritual your blogs always are. You're such a special lady, I'm so happy to know you. Your blogs always inspire me to be a little more serious in the way I represent myself. Thanks for that! I love you.